people who are a combination of attractive witty adorable and talented
you stop that
More you might like
me: i’m cold hearted i have no feelings i won’t let anyone in i don’t need anyone but myself couples are gross i hate them love is stupid also me: i fucking love cuddling and kissing so much please drown me affection someone come be happy with me and let me love them with the entirety of my being
me: *refraining from self destructive behaviour*
me: this is boring
me: *engages in self destructive behavior*
me: i am an idiot and regret this immensly
So, uhm, why do I even have friends when no one ever wants to talk to me or hang out with me?? Seems like a sad waste of mentality when I put myself out there to get nothing in return. Better off just being on my own anyhow, because then I can’t drag anyone else down into the darkness with me….
me drinking liquor
- *sittin down drinking*
- me: this shit weak. I ain't even drunk.
- *stands up*
- me: help
Nobody gets how much pain and bullshit I’ve been through in my 25 years and still smiled and believed in people only so much before you don’t smile anymore only so much before you don’t believe anymore so excuse me if I’m on some other shit now but it seems like the next logical step for me no more letting people in no more house nigga smiles only me and mine nothing in the way of that so everyone that stole pieces of me broke me burned …kudos and thank you for the lesson and experience.
it’s 2016, were grown now, if you feel some type of way, speak on it. you want me? let me know? you wanna be friends? just let me know!!
Just wanna find someone I vibe with and that won’t fuck me over or get tired of me
The past makes me depressed, the future gives me anxiety, and the present is just so hard and dark to live in.
Hedonist Poet
(via hedonistpoet)
(via hedonistpoet)
thinking about all the shitty people i’ve opened up to makes me physically sick it’s so weird to think there are people walking around who don’t deserve to know me like they do/did i want my time back